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[03 Jun 2006|11:24pm]
[ mood | dancin' mood ]

hey y'all.. 
I just got home from my friend's dance recital.. oh my goodness.. i know what studio i'm goin to next year to dance..ahaha.. it's def. that one.. lol.. it's gonna be soooo sweet!!!! lol.. i'm gonna do Jazz, Hip Hop(REAL HIPHOP), and Ballet.. i might try and see if i can try out for competition team too..i'm in such a dancing mood now.. me and allison are gonna do a dance for the talent show next year..prolly hip hop..haha.. and i think nikki and i are gonna sing for it.. dunno yet tho.. lol.. o well.. just thought i'd update.. my day has been just eh..lol.. not much goin on really.. next weekend i'm gonna have some friends over and we're gonna make " I <3 Logs" meaning logarithems, math yaknow? lol.. bc our exam is on next thursday..haha..lol.. it's gonna be funny..lol.. our teacher is gonna crack up when she sees them too..lol.. anyways,i'm gonna go to sleep, bc i guess i fell asleep while on the phone last night..haha.. it was funny.. lol..bc i woke up w/ my phone open like i had been talkin' but i dont remember ever sayin bye.. so i called him up and was like.. did i fall asleep on ya last night?? lol..well i'm gonna go.. Night y'all!

Love y'all,
Lauren

(4 Roses...For Me! | Do You Love Me... )

[31 May 2006|07:49pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

hey y'all
just wanted to see how everyone is.. been talkin to an old friend from home who i havent talked to since jeez.. last summer ithink it was..lol.. one of the many car friends that i made..haha.. lol.. he's an amazing photographer too.. omg it's great..anyways..only 9 more days til regents! ahhhh!!! i only have to go in on mon-thursday and then not til the following wed. this is still in like a 2 weeks..lol.. so kinda scary! ahh!!! 

Love y'all!

Love,
Lauren

( Do You Love Me... )

[27 May 2006|05:12pm]
[ mood | blank ]

i bet i'm the most screwed up person ever..lol.. i never know what i want... but i know right here right now, i dont want to give up... i dont want to give up on him... you hear that?! I WONT GIVE UP!

i'm not the kind of person that throws in the towel after something bad happens, no.. i'v ehad too much stuff go on in my life to just quit.. i'm not a quitter nor will i ever be... 

(5 Roses...For Me! | Do You Love Me... )

[27 May 2006|09:05am]
[ mood | disappointed ]

know how i said i wasn't gonna give up??? ya,well i think i'm going to.. nothing is going to happen,nor will it prolly ever... hurts sayin that,but truth hurts i guess..lol.. goin to an eye appointment in a few minutes,so woot get new contacts..lol.. makes me happy.. but i have to wear my classes right now..GRRRRRRRrr lol.. well i'm gonna get goin..

Love,
Lauren

(3 Roses...For Me! | Do You Love Me... )

[24 May 2006|10:28pm]
Top 5 Honor roll for atleast one marking period,
Honor roll for entire year
Achievement for English
Highest Average in Musical-Instrumental

awards i got.. g'night y'all..

Love,
Lauren
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[23 May 2006|06:25pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

so the person i wanted most to wish me good luck tonight didn't even achknowledge that i have a concert tonight.. i'm not talking about my dad, because he actualy said good luckk... hmm.. good luck to all Seniors.. tonights the big night.. break a leg.. but i hope its not walking across the stage.. wish i could be there.. i love y'all so much and i wish the best of luck to all y'all..  i hope iget to see y'all again.. someday.... 

Love,
LT

(1 Rose...For Me! | Do You Love Me... )

[22 May 2006|08:23pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

HEY YALL!!!!
I FINISHED MY RESEARCH PROJECT!!!!!!! YAY!!!!! lol.. it only took me flippin' 3 days to write, but a month to get everything together hahahhaa.. i could've had it done in 1 day,but nol.... i procrastinate! haha.. now time for math and CHEM! YAY not! lol.. wow..i feel so achieved now! lol..well i gotta go! just thought i'd share w/ y'all that i finished! haha.. it's huge..it's like 15 pages! haha.. woot go me over achiever..haha. not really.. just mainly my hard copies of the articles i used..haha.. bye y'all!!!!

Love always,
Lauren Elizabeth

( Do You Love Me... )

[21 May 2006|04:34pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

hey y'all!

just got home from my crazy family reunion.. my cousins Lisa and Brian were there..haha.. twas fun..lol.. the entire family is mainly polish,so gotta love the polka dancing, and yes i do have pictures of that! haha.. danced with my grandpa and both my cousins, lol.. Brian was hilarious, bc obviously he didn't really know how to polka... nor did i but i'm a fast learner.. so we just danced in circles attempting to do something close resembling polkaing..lol..well im gonna go and work on my project... ttyl later!!

Love always,
Lauren

ps- this song is to someone special...

"You're The Love I Wanna Be In"

I've always been there every time she let you down.
I caught your fallin' tears before they hit the ground.
But I just heard somebody say that you finally told him goodbye.
Well, boy now you've finally made your move, now I'm here to make mine.

I wanna be there when you wake up,
Be more than just your friend.
Baby there's no mistakin',
You're the love I wanna be in, ah yeah.

I've kept my feelins under lock and key.
Couldn't let you see them even though it was killin' me.
You can't imagine all the time I spent wishin' you were mine.
I just know if we ever kissed, we'd go crazy, baby, for the rest of our lives.

I wanna be there when you wake up,
Be more than just your friend.
Baby there's no mistakin',
You're the love I wanna be in.

[Instrumental Break]

Well, I wanna be there when you wake up,
Be more than just your friend.
Baby there's no mistakin',
You're the love I wanna be in.

I wanna be there when you wake up,
Be more than just your friend.
Baby there's no mistakin',
You're the love I wanna be in.
You're the love I wanna be in, ah yeah.

I wanna be there when you wake up.

(2 Roses...For Me! | Do You Love Me... )

[16 May 2006|08:53pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

Hey y'all,

Just thought i'd update real fast.. lol.. just workin on my research project for english.. It's comin along.. it's gonna be a long weekend tho..lol.. no work tho!! WOO HOO!!! lol.. I'm gonna go to a family reunion on Sunday tho.. so gotta get this thing done! i have a main outline i guess.lol.. no idea..lol.. but quite a bit of info for this tho..so woot..lol.. I TALKED TO MR JOE!!! AND ZAC! lol.. congrats to all new guard members and returning! lol.. i really need new contacts! lol.. my vision is gettin bad or just in desperate need of new contacts..lol.. bc the ones i have in are like 3 months old,and idont have another pair! ahhh!!!!  Ahh i love this song! i really can't wait til this summer.. it's just gonna be ahh! lol.. i have been aching all over today.. but i kinda figured out why, bc i played football yesterday and so ya..lol.. pretty sore bc i'm so outa shape! i might try out for the school Varsity Soccer Team next year..... hmm... maybe.. lol..who knows, i'm so outa shape and idk if i'll have time!AHHHHHh anyways..gonna get goin! 

Love always,
Lauren

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[15 May 2006|04:15pm]
[ mood | exhausted ]

Who's tired??? LAUREN'S TIRED?!?!?!?! YES!!! SHE IS! Who is working tonight?! Lauren's working tonight.. who worked both yesterday AND SATURDAY?!?!? LAUREN! haha.. so who's exhausted!? Lauren's exhausted.. who's drinking coffee and going to make some more for work?? haha.. yup me again! lol..  but.. i worked on my research project that's due next monday.. woot! i have no expert,but i have like 5 articals on my topic..WOOT! lol.. it's actualy really interesting stuff! lol..i did my math homework! woot! lol.. i get to do a tie dye lab tomorrow in Chem! woot! lol.. and then have a test on Wednesday on Organic Chemistry.. it's rather easy! lol.. well 'cept the different changes, but naming and drawing and whatnot.. fun fun fun! lol. lol.. i'm beginning to hate spanish..o wait.. i did before! haha.. my exam starts next week, and the first part is Speaking.. of course,i'm like the only one who talks..in spanish.. in spanish class.lol.. of course my order of my words is wrong,but i'm workin on it..my teacher said i should be a spanish teacher,but that i look like i'd be a french teacher..haha.. Bon Jour(sp??)? lol..  ahh but i can't wait til this summer.. gonna have 2 jobs, Famous Footware and Brookstone so i'll be a sales associate at both places..lol.. my special someone is gonna come up! uber excited about that! :-D hehe.. see!! lol..super excited! lol.. i haven't been able to talk to him that much,but hey..it happens when ur 1300 miles away.lol.. well i'm gonna go and start gettin ready! love y'all and i'll try and call everyone this weekend! lemme kno how Graduation goes y'all!!! Post pictures and whatnot!  Love always, LT

(3 Roses...For Me! | Do You Love Me... )

[14 May 2006|07:40am]
[ mood | content ]

Happy Mother's Day y'all..

For me:
Please tell your moms that LT said hey and happy mothers day.. If you want, add a hug and a kiss on the cheek for me too! lol.. cuz ya you kno that i do get that opportunity anymore,and i swear i'm not gonna get depressed today. I'm going to dance at church,and i'm gonna dance my heart out for my mommy... gonna make her proud! Make her smile and proud to say that's my daughter! Love y'all and like i said,if you could for me tell your moms that i said happy mothers day. Love y'all!

Love,
LT

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Crazy Weekend [07 May 2006|05:52pm]
[ mood | happy ]

Hey y'all,

I hope everyone has had a wonderful weekend. I've had a crazy one.  Friday night I worked. After work I went to talk to the manager at Famous Footware, and she appologized for not calling me back. hehe.. But hopefully this summer I can get 2 jobs, still work at Brookstone and then at Famous Footware. She said she'd love to have me on the staff.. and it's kind of funny because she said it helps that I know Tom, so ya. lol.. Yesterday was just long and dragged out. Had dance at 12:30, but didn't start dancing til about 2, because we were making our shirts for next sunday.  It's really neat lookin. Says on the front "When the spirit of the Lord comes upon my heart, I will dance like David danced!" But you know me, somehow I had to mess it up,and I put "When the spirit of the Lord/love, is upon my heart, I will dance like David danced". I said Lord/Love bc i accidently put Love first,but somehow formed it into Lord.Oops.. and I put "is" instead of "comes" haha.. oops again. But I kinda made up a lyrical dance, no one saw it,which is good,bc i'm sure it looked bad..haha.. it was fun tho.. I love dancing but ha.. who knows. I finally got the dang iPod. haha.. so far I have 468 songs,3 videos all from that special someone..hehe.. and 667 pictures.hehe.. so ya.. it's great. i know it's materialistic. and i hate feeling like a huge brat, or spoiled,but ya. i'm not gonna get into it. Well.. off to more homework.. well same homework,just procrastinating on it.. or i just dont get 3 problems on it.. so ya..lol.. but anyways.. gonna get goin.. Love y'all!

Love always,
Lauren Elizabeth

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[19 Apr 2006|05:06pm]
[ mood | guys are confusing ]

Hey ya'll,
Just thought i'd update a little bit. Not much is goin on. Went over to a friend's house to watch Rent. Wow.. It was good. lol.. I was there w/ like 7 other friends. It was fun. lol.. they're prolly still over there watchin more movies.haha..  had a hectic day yesterday.lol.. Friend's ex came over to get his stuff,and it was her birthday too. so ya.. what a way to wish her a bday huh.. After dinner,we went back to her house,and her cousin, the one she's tryin to hook me up with, came over and we went to the mall and just walked around. I bought ROCKY HORROR!!! YAY!!! Should be really proud of me. I had a pretty hectic day myself. lol.. talked w/ Chad, and ya. not gonna go into it bc some think i over-reacted when i talked to him. Anyways. hm.. talked to an old friend,haha.. haven't talked to him in forever.. was rather funny. whats also funny about it,there isn't any chemistry on my part! haha.. anyways.. I better get goin bc nikki and her cousin might be comin over..and i should do some homework too..lol. woot.. fun stuff.. anyways,gimme a call tonight if ya'll want to. Love you!!!!

Love,
Lauren

(2 Roses...For Me! | Do You Love Me... )

[25 Mar 2006|10:45am]
[ mood | crazy ]

Hey ya'll...
How are you? i got to sleep in this morning!! YAY!!! lol.. i'm lovin the DSL lol.. I really am.. Today my uncle is gonna set up a phone line in my room so i'll have a phone AND internet in my room.. DOUBLE EXCITED! lol.. tonight's gonna be fun.. gonna go golfing and then watch a movie w/ my friend tom.lol..fun stuff.but i hope everyone has a good weekend... miss ya'll!!

Love always,
LT

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[02 Dec 2005|06:33am]
[ mood | exhausted ]

well kids, i'm officialy a wreak.
as most know,i have a busted lip from my party last wednesday when chad pulled me down and i fell and bit my lip. it's twice the size, double the grossness and triple the pain.. then.. last night, i was walking down the stairs,and maybe my 2nd step going down,i slipped,tried to catch myself,but unsucessfully fell the ENTIRE way down.. and hit the bottom of the stairs on my butt.. was slidding down on my arm/elbow which has a nice rug burn and bruise forming..hurts so bad.. also have another problem,but not going to discuss that one.. but i will just say that hurts as well... my aunt is deciding if i can stay home today,or not,bc i am just a wreak,wouldn't be able to swim anyways, and just all ahh.. oo well.. i needa kno if i'm going,so i can call my ride and tell them.. hmm.. okay,wel i needa go..

<3
Lauren Elizabeth

miss everyone!!!

(1 Rose...For Me! | Do You Love Me... )

[30 Sep 2005|10:51pm]
[ mood | heart broken ]

wow... thought this weekend was gonna be a blast... ha.. yea it started with a blast... suprised everyone at the band hall... no one knew i was coming home... well 'cept brittany steer,chad and richard,zach and mr joe.. lol.. we won the game.... woo... but i dont know i wanted to go home in the middle... my dad and debbie came... yea..woo... okay.. then right after that... chad told me we are on a "BREAK" yea.. hmm.. bet you can imagine how i'm taking it... it really sucks... i really really really didn't need this this weekend.... but hey... i understand what he means... i'm gonna be living in New York.... he's gonna be living here..it's really hard to accept,but i'm trying really really hard...he said he is coming up to New York for my homecoming... lol.. he was gonna come along... so yea.. that made me feel little better than the fact that we're now "seeing other people"... the typical breakup... he was like" we're not really broken up...just allowed to see other people,and i know you'll find someone in NY" no... i really really thought this was gonna happen... i really really hope my dad is happy... i really hope he is... i know he wanted this to happen... but hey... i told Lindsay the same thing, if we're meant to be... then we will... he even told me that too... i love you guys so much.. now... back to reality... tomorrow night i'm having a bunch of people come over... so.. if you can't come..it's okay.. but just anytime anyone can come over... its just a short get together..anytime after 3 ya'll can stop by...take pictures w/ me... whatever you want... even if we're not the best of friends, you all impacted my life somehow... my address is 2808 Tara Lane my cell is 365-2258 so just call me whenever.. i'll be home all day packing and whatnot... i love you all so much.... thank you all for that special shoulder to cry on... it means so much to me... even during all this.. but hey.. through all this.. i'll be such a better person... i've been so much in the past 2 years... and look at me.. i'm still standing... i'm still living.. feels like it's barely,but i am... and i know that i will.... so,what more can i ask of... i have too much on my mind... i need to get sleep...
Love you all,
Hope to see anyone tomorrow..
Love,
Lauren

(3 Roses...For Me! | Do You Love Me... )

[31 Aug 2005|05:05pm]
well it's official.. i'm leaving for Buffalo,NY tomorrow.. I'm not sure when I'll be back on the coast. I really don't want to go,even though I love my family up there.. I just dont want to do a stay when I dont want to be there.. especially next weekend,bc it's gonna be the 2 year anniversary of my mom's death.and my grandmother is just going to be in histerics. I'm not in the best of moods,b/c i've been crying for the past couple hours.. i know there isn't gonna be a home when i come back,but still.. i dont care. i get to bring my cat,b/c my dad is gonna be doing a lot of driving. well needa get going.. i will update when i get to NY.. Love you

Love,
Lauren
(1 Rose...For Me! | Do You Love Me... )

[21 Jul 2005|07:32pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

hey kids

how has everyone been? i've been good, keeping busy by either goin up to the band hall and just listening to the music or i babysat today.. and i'll prolly babysit saturday afternoon.. So i'm trying to earn some extra money,and start to save up for a car..lol.. yea, anyways.. Just tried getting intouch with my head soccer ref. so I can start refing again.. which would help me out a LOT! lol.. Been spending a lot of time not with Chad..haha..
Monday- stayed with my Willis' and went shopping with her,Lauren,Miss Willis' and Tara.
Tuesday- band camp, then went to see CATS with Amber and Carrie,eh..
Wednesday- woke up at freakin' 7 am b/c Chad was being nice and thought I still had to go to band camp,which i didn't.. Then hung out with him since he was leaving today.. And then stayed with my Chelly and talked for a longggg time!
Thursday/Today- Got up at 7:35am..lol.. Went to the band hall and hung out... listened to the band which sounds awesome..got a little sad that I can't play til concert season,but I am gonna be practicing as much as possible..lol.. after band camp went to babysit. That was fun,gonna be babysitting a lot for them. A 4y.o. girl named Gennifer(lol,cute little brat)and a 2y.o. Tyler(don't know how he is,cuz he was asleep the entire time).They were pretty cool..Went swimming with the girl for a long time.. Then went to the YMCA where didn't do anything,but saw Sepe..Got home,went and saw Sarah at work,that was good.. I missed her..lol.. Then came home and had dinner..yummy! Now I'm sitting here w/ my horn in my room,and waiting for me to go and play..woot! I can't wait,haven't touched a horn in a few months! anyways,will update later!! Love you all!!

Love always,
Lauren Elizabeth

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[20 May 2005|11:01pm]
hey kids!!

I know i know,u all don't like readin this stuff,but something really awesome going on tomorrow night.

TFC RealLife and Make A Wish Foundation

Benefit concert Saturday,May 21st, 2005
7:00 pm Saenger Theater

$15-Balcony
$20-Floor
$30-V.I.P.

there will be an auction sometime that evening,
Cindy Cheek, Brett McLaughlin Band, Rochelle Harper Band, Amber Brown( grammy winner)
this will be an awesome show. Most of the procedes will go to the Make A Wish Foundation to help make a wish come true. I encourage everyone who reads this to go. It's tomorrow night. If you don't have tickets,they are selling them at the door,trust me. i'm gonna be selling them. This is for a great cause, wonderful people are performing, please go.
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[08 May 2005|09:28am]
to those who care for their mothers, wish them a happy mother's day for me.. Tell your mother that you love her every chance you get, b/c i know she wants appreciation for what she does. tell her you care for everything she has done,and that you are blessed to have her. Don't take your mothers for granted b/c sometimes, God needs another angel, and decides to take her for an angel,and you can never get her back... so please, just do one thing for me... thank God that you have your mother... and please,wish her a happy mother's day...
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